Its been such a long time since I said Hello here. Today I need to write down things, since so many of them are swimming in my head.
Bangari, You are growing up to be a beautiful little girl, but at the same time a very stubborn toddler as well 🙂 Love your smile, your infectious laughs and all the naughty things you do. The only thing that troubles me is when you dont sleep even though you are very sleepy. This lack of sleep then converts into crankiness which drives us crazy. Your poor dad has to manage sleepless nights and then long meetings during the day.
Here I am with another gift from above in my womb and praying that everything goes well and we have a healthy little baby sibling for you. We thought about this so much, had obstacles and finally here. It has been difficult at times, but your little hugs and kisses made it ok. Your smile made it ok, my dear kannamma.
This baby is for you more than for us and I dont say this because I dont love the baby enough. I do love him or her. But it is because we wanted to be sure you have a partner in crime through your childhood and a supporting shoulder in your adulthood. When me and your dad become old & cranky, we want you to have that extra hand to help you. Only a sibling can understand your parents weird unique ways. Only a sibling can…
So, praying to the God that he help us through this journey, take good care of each other and thanking him for all the blessings he had bestowed upon us.
The nausea and morning sickness make me go crazy at times, but our guardian angels, your maternal grandparents are here and saving the day for us. I thank God for this.
With a heart brimming of love,